Friday, March 5, 2010

Hey! So I really have been waiting to start up a blog but never knew what to base it on! I think I have a pretty good idea now. I recently was called to a waiting period in my life about 3 months ago, and each day it seems like the waiting gets longer, but the longing gets better! God took me out of what I knew as "comfortable" and placed me into a life that was "uncomfortable." I felt unprepared and lost. Everything I once knew and was sure about quickly vanished before my very eyes. Until recently, I went back and forth with emotions...from "I sure do love searching after God" to "seriously, do I have to do this God!" Its crazy how much I have learned about the battlefield of my mind these past couple months!

Letting go was hard. Especially because I had grown accustomed to my life and everything surrounding it. But once I let go, God instantly blessed me with 2 amazing friends that I went into covenant with on New Years Eve! Krislyn and Bethany! I never ever would have guessed that I would be so close with these 2 girls! It still blows my mind to think that the 3 of us never got along! To be perfectly honest, I never would have even looked in Krislyn's direction if it weren't for God! But now, more than ever, I am so honored and blessed to have these 2 in my life! I cant wait to see the destiny God has for us!

I really hope that as time goes on and people read this blog, they will allow me to pour our on them with my words and daily testimony. God has called me into a time of waiting... just me and Him... no agenda and no movement. Just precious moments with Him, where I can fall in love with Him and find rest in His arms.

Let me encourage anyone who is searching for answers in life: don't seek answers from God, just simply seek God. Pursue after His love, His unfailing love. Let Him captivate you and embrace you for a time. Because in these moments of waiting, He will strengthen you as you rest and let Him make the answers come to you. Do you get what I am saying? It's when we rest, God moves.

"If I work God will wait, but if I wait God will work."

I love you all and bless you as you embark on this journey with me! Buon Voyage! Now lets set sail after Jesus! <3